Still Standing

You know that feeling you get when you hear news so wonderful, all your problems seem to melt away. I got that kind of news today! It felt so lifting to hear it. To know I had one less thing to worry about anymore. If you're wondering what the news was, well remember that video I posted in the emergency room earlier? Well long story short, I found out that I am officially cancer free today! Very few people knew about my illness and what I was going through, and even then only 1 or 2 of them knew the actual extent. So there you have it. The root to my sudden burst of happiness:) As for everything else I'm still working on it. I was spending time in Florida for a while with my family because an incredible amount of stress. I flew up to New York a couple days ago and I'm now spending time with My God Mother. I've come a long way from the person I was when I left Pennsylvania. I've learn to accept a lot of things, accept my responsibility for others. I've  also accepted that there are some things that I cannot change no matter how much I want to. Most importantly I learned to accept myself as a person. I'm not perfect. I make mistakes.  Not everything that went wrong in my life was due to others, I caused some of it too. I've been hurt tremendously, yet I've also hurt people too. I'm human. That doesn't excuse any of it, but it is what it is. I can't fix everything.  Soo anyway, that's what's going on with me. I'm not 100% yet, but I'm getting there. I'll be heading back to Florida soon for a few more weeks, and then it's back to reality. In all honesty I can't wait! I miss having a sense of purpose! Well anyway, I'm off everyone!
until later,
-JNR