The pain I feel takes my breath away. How shocking that one singular thought could do that. One brief remembrance and my heart stills. A flash of heat consumes my entire body only to turn Ice cool moments later. How peculiar that my being react so radically by something so simple as a thought. Maybe perhaps the subject of my thoughts are the reason behind these unwanted reactions.These thoughts that slowly rot me from the core out could only come from one origin. The origin being words that were uttered in my direction. Words spoken by a person that once brought a blinding light to my life, and blinding it was. A light that would blind me to putrid infection that would soon conquer my heart. An infestation of pain, anger, and betrayal delivered by spite. To say my heart has suffered would be a comical understatement of the truth. Though as time passes I become blissfully numb, except for those occasional thought. Remembrances of those 3 single words that catapult me back to the nightmare I fight to forget. Suffice to say "You're a joke" will haunt me always. Taking the very breath from my lungs and love left in my heart. I am empty except for the pain that has taken residence in the very core of my being.
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