Don't try and change me

Don't try and change me. I'm perfect as I am. I'm loud and say the most inappropriate things. I chubby and far from being considered beautiful. I never hesitate to say what's on my mind, even at the wrong times. I like to dance in the middle of the store if I hear a song I love. I sing loudly and quite honestly very badly. I'm emotional and tend to wear my heart on my sleeve. I smoke and I curse like a sailor. I wear make-up all the time. I'm insecure and I make fun of myself all the time. I laugh at things that I probably shouldn't. I'm not ashamed of my feelings, so I never hesitate to express them. I don't care what anyone says or thinks. Seriously I really don't. I very rarely make sense to most people. I say the cheesiest shit and the most random times. I like to make handmade cards for no reason at all. I get upset if you can't remember the simplest of things about me. I get upset easily in generally actually. I crave affection... Now remember that I said affection and not attention. Not the same thing. I'm too nice for my own good even though some people would beg to differ. I have a past that sometimes haunts me. I don't get attached easily but when I do, I'm attached. I freak out sometimes over most minuscule things. As far as I'm concerned, I'm always right. I find it hard to apologize. I have unladylike tendencies like burping loudly in public. I shut people out when I'm hurt. I say stupid, vulgar things so people will laugh. I take my anger out on the wrong people sometimes. I sometimes have to fight my tears because they come very easily... It's actually embarrassing to tell the truth. I slurp my noodles and make a mess when I eat. There is so much more to me I could say. The point is, this is me. I will never change. I will always be this. Imperfectly perfect. So don't try and change me. You're just wasting your time.